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*EDIT**Have a new cam now Expect better quality videos in the future!*Just wanted the worldto know that officially I am proudto be a BBW. Sorry the audio is bad.I say:Ok. So I wanted to make a video real quick.I'm heading off to bed, it's 3 o'clock in the morning. Um, just, wanted to talk about.. I watched a movie today on the 'Lifetime Channel'. (im a girl!) And it's called "Queen Sized". And it made me think about how I was ridiculed in school and the fact that it made me want to leave school that much more. As your growing up in Middle School and High School, you want out of school anyway. But, if your teased, if your bullied, if your picked on every single day. By every person in that school, and you have no friends. If maybe one, One true friend. But, you are alone. No one understands what you are going through except you. And people don't take the time out to get to know you, get to know the person inside. That Really Hurt Me. I am still struggling today to be 100% comfortable with who I am. I AM a big girl. I am not a little skinny bi*ch. And I am slowly becoming proud of that. But it is real, it's hard so.. It is. And I just wanna say thank you to people out there like, Nikki Blonsky, who was in "Queen Sized" on Lifetime. And Queen Latifah, or um.. Just, you go through life and you just need a role model to look up to. And it is so hard to find someone to rely on, to know you are not alone, to know you have somebody to look up to. Monique, In her movies, I absolutely love her! Have you seen "PHAT GIRLZ", P.H.A.T Girlz? You need to. It is amazing. It makes me cry, it makes me laugh. It is so true. You have no idea. If your a little skinny bitch and you don't have no big girlfriends, you don't have nobody to be like 'Ok, Tell me what big girls do in a day because of the size you are. Because of the person you are on the outside.' Then you need to watch that movie. It is so true. It will clear up so many things. And make so many girls feel better about themselves. And I also want to send a HUGE thank you to my boyfriend, and other black men out there that like their girls a little bit big. That understand big girls want love too. Lisa Lampinelli, you do your thing! Because I am madly in love with you. Honestly. You don't know who Lisa Lampinelli is? You go figure it out. Cuz you need her in your life. So thank you to the people out there that make it a little bit easier for big girls out there growing up who are being teased. And thank you to those bitched who DID tease me because I am so much happier now. Because you are NOT in my life and I do NOT let your opinion ruin my day ever again! You made me the person I am today and I thank you for that. But, the world could do without some of you. But yeah, just had to get my little rant out there. Let me know what you think. And you ARE beautiful no matter what size you are. And I'm learning that. Feel free to comment, ridicule, you can say what you want about me. I don't care. You can say whatever you want. This is me. I am HAPPY with me. Have a nice night. Thank you..

Channel: People & Blogs
Uploaded: January 23, 2008 at 7:14 pm
Author: demonica4

Length: 06:33
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