gainesville5028 (December 31, 1969 at 6:59 pm)

You're right there is no one that you can just sit down and say everything that's on your mind about food addictions. It sucks! Food is the only addiction that I have, but I swear sometimes I wish it were cig's, something that I could live without.. I've been eating raw same as you, but my monster is always clawing at the surface to get out and binge on something that is unhealthy. Sometimes I cannot even think because I am looking at the pastry on some womans plate who weighs 90 soaking wet.

Kaolith (December 31, 1969 at 6:59 pm)

Don't give up!! you can do it!and I have to agree with everyone, your wedding pictures are just lovely!!

octogirl24 (December 31, 1969 at 6:59 pm)

i wanted to add... you look absolutely stunning in your wedding!!!congratulations!

octogirl24 (December 31, 1969 at 6:59 pm)

i am sooooooo ecstatic you're back! i have a question for you... how did you deal with your eating issues while pregnant. i'm going through my first pregnancy. and there is very little out there on disordered eating and pregnancy. i haven't engaged in any of my habits for long time but the urge of restricting are always there. thank you in advance! and welcome back!lots of love!natalia

ceruleana1 (December 31, 1969 at 6:59 pm)

Thank you for sharing so honestly. If I may say so, it seems to me that you are hinging your acceptance of yourself on your WEIGHT. So what if you went back over 200 after your Honeymoon? The thing is, you got back on the wagon! Why are you beating yourself up for being a human being? I don't know a single person that doesn't gain weight on their honeymoon, for Pete's sake! Also, obsessing over a specified amt. you think you should weigh is a complete trap.

fastinggurl31 (December 31, 1969 at 6:59 pm)

Hey you write to me!

sophiegirl1 (December 31, 1969 at 6:59 pm)

amen girl. Love you.

Mia6205 (December 31, 1969 at 6:59 pm)

Thank you so much for being so honest. I can relate to everything you said. It's not easy, but you will make it happen.

Pinkin1211 (December 31, 1969 at 6:59 pm)

Hearing ppl talk about something you're going through too is immensely comforting and you done that for me. Thank you so much!

vicky2c (December 31, 1969 at 6:59 pm)

You should read or you tube dr doug Graham. He is the man! The only truth to health..his wife Rozalind Gruben talks about emotional eating.They have lectures on you tube for the first time. I gain weight too very fast and I do marathons and train a lot. Fat is Fat. 80/10/10 is the book by dr graham. SALT is very bad too!eat tons of fruit and veggies. Even when I do it for 2 weeks,I cave and then I gain too. It sucks, I have 15 lbs to lose for the last 2 years.uggg!good luck!